hi there to all "D" living things out there , do feel free to mark e space in ma website , so happy spolling ya k ciao....
Saturday, August 04, 2007
**d real me
1:39 AM
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hi there to all "D" living things out there , do feel free to mark e space in ma website , so happy spolling ya k ciao....
**d real me
1:35 AM
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diz blog actually belongs to my loving hubby Muhammad Shafe'i, now he could post or view his blogs anymore coz he is no longer in diz world. from today onwards i will take over diz blog. its been more than 2years da last tym he updated a post. my senses telling me dat he is still alive now but i noe it was silly of me thinking dat way. he left me, everyone & diz world on 14th july 2007 @ 1935-1945hrs. he met wif accident @ da KJE expressway. but his corpse was found in da divider drain on the 15th July 2007 @ 1206hrs. no wonder i have been contacting him for da whole nite, his hp line was disconnected. i tot dat he went to jb as i noticed dat he brought his passport wif him, so i juz went to sleep alone without waiting for him coz i have an early morning flt da next day. while i was driving otw to airport, i passed by da KJE next to me as i m using the PIE instead, i felt something's wrong & @ my back of da pax seat was so quiet & calm even though i turn up my music loud. my right hand was controlling da steering wheel whereas my left hand i was holding my hp wif my earpiece attached to my left ear. i was busy dialling his hp no & looking out @ da road. suddenly my car swivvled on da middle lane marks. luckily there r not much cars in da early sunday morning @ ard 0530hrs. after dat happen, i stopped calling him & juz concentrate on da road. while i was driving, i have a mixed feelings thinking abt him.
after i parked my car, i redial his no. immediately for many times but i still failed to get him. so far i have been calling him for nearly 100 times. i never tot dat he already left me foreva since yesterday night. all i want now is to mit his soul again to ask for his forgiveness, kiss his hands & feets. i never tot dat he would leave me diz early. itz only 12mths 2weeks we married, we juz learned to understand husband & wife responsibilities completely but god took away half of my life. i noe god loves him more than us datz why god took him now. da things dat made me regret in my life is dat i always made him angry, i m stubborn etc. despite all diz, he still chosed to spend his lifetime forever wif me. 20days has passed, yet now i m juz like a blind lady walking without a walking stick coz whereva i go he was da one who guided me for da past 7years we known each other. and now i m totally lost living without him. he is no longer here listening, solving my problems,motivate me, sharing my happiness etc......i even wished dat god takes me 1st than him, but all diz fated. maybe our marriage won't last on earth instead it would last in heaven. so now i have to change myself to be a better person so dat god might fufil my wish to be wif my dearest hubby Muhammad Shafe'i in heaven one day...Insyaallah....."Di" i want to tell u dat i really love u so much than i love my ownself, u r everything to me in diz world.....hope we would mit in heaven one day....love u soooooooo much........goodbye sayang>>>>>love>>>>>your Baby Pooh Wife............
**d real me
12:16 AM
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On 15 feb 2005 at 715hrs i had my class 2 big bike driving licences tp test , as i also meet up with my old pal ite amk classmate , as he tested on class 2A , for the past 1mths i had lost touch with the cb750 bike at the training school since i pass my practical 3 before qualified to booked for tp test , and when the final day comes i was the first batch to be tested as my tag number was no 6 , after i been tested i was very nervous & curious to knew my result ! finally at 1145hrs 80 students from class 2A,2 was anxious waiting for the tp test result!! luckly i passed my class 2 licence which i had only 12 points , thks to the great ones ,and for my friends he failed his class 2A for the 3rd timer!! for now then i be saving money to upgrade to bigger bikes , hopefully i could sell my RVF which still has balance installment $8100 as at 28 feb 05..
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
**d real me
10:58 PM
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I raced against time... but I lost.
Monday, January 10, 2005
**d real me
9:01 PM
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Guess wat !! The incident happen on 11 dec o4 i had a big arguement at my werk site bio polis , after my senior manager and my engineer had a Discussion abt my incident , finally They decide not to transfer me or terminate , instead now i had to werk office hours duty , no longer a shift tech duty, by tis way i would not had a chance to met dat indian malaysian security officer as he had to transfer to night shift duty !! so it a brand new year for me 2005 , being werking office hrs it a bit tired as my body system not used to wake up early in the morning aar si bah char lat liao !! ;)
**d real me
8:40 PM
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I raced against time... but I lost.
**d real me
8:39 PM
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tis yr on my birthday my bro & adah was present , we celebrate my birthday at j.b singgah selalu restaurants, actually i dont want to celebrate it , all tis ideas came from my fiancee she try her best by making a joyful day for us , we chit chat among our self joking around while enjoying the food , soon after we took photos at danga bay , as i guees during dat time my fiancee was happy after all it was part of her hobbies taking photos , last after we call it a day we also had a chance to forgive n forget among ourself as it still on 2nd week of raya ,
All i can say for my fiancee thks to all ur plans on my birthday, after for e past 4 yrs i had known u, there is up n down on our relationship but thks to e great ones too" after all we still be together
;)
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
**d real me
1:15 AM
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tis yr raya was my unfortunate memory to me , guess wat ? before raya my 125z broke down n 3 days before raya my Rvf batt spoil n need to change it , so basicaly i had no choice n i change it. tis raya i dont spent anything clothes or shoes , and i guess im also a slackers i dont even went out 1st day of raya shame on me i didnt went to my grandpa hse n nvr ask forgiveness to both my parents as i suppose to as we practice always.. ;(
Saturday, November 20, 2004
**d real me
10:14 AM
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hi there to all "D" living things out there , do feel free to mark e space in ma website , so happy spolling ya k ciao....
Friday, October 29, 2004
**d real me
10:54 PM
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